So it's that time of year again...exam time, study time and the big one...portfolio submission time. This semester I have two portfolios to submit- I'm studying a BA in Communication Sciences, so both fall into varying aspects of this subject. Admittedly I am by no means a star student, in fact studying falls quite low on my priority list at times. Although I am a great reader and my ability to skim read quickly, coupled with fairly competent linguistic skills, has meant Ive been saved many a time from coming face to face with my lack of hours spent consistently studying throughout the semester. Note to readers: I am getting much better at this, the studying part, not the 'cruising through' part (:
The main reason that I am not excited about these particular portfolio's is due to the fact that I'm not a fan of loads of referencing or questions that I don't entirely understand. So the facts would say I am out of my depth, but God's grace would say...He is sufficient! I am getting excited at the thought that God is going to once again (as he has the last 3 years of my degree) teach me something new through this strrrrrrretching exam season. I know that God is my source, my ultimate teacher, my perfect confidante and He has the WHOLE world in His hands (wow that put's my exams into focus).
Praying that God uses my weaknesses to glorify His strengths, my shortcomings to highlight His perfection and my dependency on Him to magnify His faithfulness!
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
Make-up wake-up
So Ive realised recently how often I mindlessly put makeup on. Not because I feel this deep need to wear it, but because its just what us women do! Then last weekend we were sitting talking about all sorts of things and makeup came into the conversation too, which is what started all these rambling thoughts...
I realise that I'm not going to be in my 20's forever, obviously. The tough truth is that as one gets older makeup becomes more necessary (depending on your views, philosophy etc.), generally speaking! I'm 24 and honestly I don't really need to wear makeup. Yeah its nice to get dressed up and 'make-upped' on a night out, but the day to day things...why?? So yesterday I decided to stop wearing makeup every day. Not at as a rule, but to stop putting it on mindlessly. The question I want to be asking myself is why? why do I want to put makeup on? If after thinking about it I still want to wear some, then sure I will, but if I realise that Im just putting it on as a habit then NO! I want to be me and look like me, Im not perfect and Im not flawless (by a long shot), but Im a healthy 24 year old, who is focussing on becoming more and more healthy! Id rather be sporting glowing skin and healthy rosy cheeks because Im beaming with health, as opposed to because Ive got the greatest makeup kit (:
Less makeup means less hiding from health...for me at least! And that's what Ive been pondering on today...
I realise that I'm not going to be in my 20's forever, obviously. The tough truth is that as one gets older makeup becomes more necessary (depending on your views, philosophy etc.), generally speaking! I'm 24 and honestly I don't really need to wear makeup. Yeah its nice to get dressed up and 'make-upped' on a night out, but the day to day things...why?? So yesterday I decided to stop wearing makeup every day. Not at as a rule, but to stop putting it on mindlessly. The question I want to be asking myself is why? why do I want to put makeup on? If after thinking about it I still want to wear some, then sure I will, but if I realise that Im just putting it on as a habit then NO! I want to be me and look like me, Im not perfect and Im not flawless (by a long shot), but Im a healthy 24 year old, who is focussing on becoming more and more healthy! Id rather be sporting glowing skin and healthy rosy cheeks because Im beaming with health, as opposed to because Ive got the greatest makeup kit (:
Less makeup means less hiding from health...for me at least! And that's what Ive been pondering on today...
Sunday, September 11, 2011
hot pink nailpolish
God has been speaking to me about the importance of redefining normal for myself and swimming against the flow. Both of these concepts are a bit scary for me, mostly because Im a blender...not the kitchen aid type, but a 'fitting in with the status qou'. It's a little embarrassing to admit, I mean who wants to be a blender! It is true though.
It's something God is changing in my heart and life though, in small steps. Tonight's step was a funny one. As I was getting ready for church I spotted this bright nail polish on my dressing table that I haven't worn in a while, so since I had a few extra minutes I decided it would be fun to paint my nails. Amazingly enough the painting part went pretty smoothly, which is not always the case as I'm no pro, it was the finished result that was the problem. Once both hands were lovely and painted I suddenly realised how BRIGHT this pink was. By this stage I was now almost late to leave for church but I was determined to remove the nail polish before leaving. Fortunately I had some cutex remover left in my room, so I soaked the cotton ball and proceeded to scrub at the nail polish...again...and again! It would not budge! I have no idea why, but this nail polish would not come off!
At this point I was freaking out a bit, I mean here I was forced to arrive at church with hands painted so brightly I could probably signal down a plane if needed! It was then that I stopped and God dropped something into my heart. I heard God asking me if I liked the colour on my nails, to which I had to answer yes. The problem was not the colour but the attention it might draw. In that moment I realised that I had a test to pass. It was such a small thing really, but God was definitely giving me a taste of 'stepping out' and 'swimming against the flow'.
I went to church with my nails like that and no-one ever mentioned it- hilarious! I know that God is going to continue to grow me in this area, and I am excited (and nervous) to be grown in it...to God be the glory!
In His Grip
It's something God is changing in my heart and life though, in small steps. Tonight's step was a funny one. As I was getting ready for church I spotted this bright nail polish on my dressing table that I haven't worn in a while, so since I had a few extra minutes I decided it would be fun to paint my nails. Amazingly enough the painting part went pretty smoothly, which is not always the case as I'm no pro, it was the finished result that was the problem. Once both hands were lovely and painted I suddenly realised how BRIGHT this pink was. By this stage I was now almost late to leave for church but I was determined to remove the nail polish before leaving. Fortunately I had some cutex remover left in my room, so I soaked the cotton ball and proceeded to scrub at the nail polish...again...and again! It would not budge! I have no idea why, but this nail polish would not come off!
At this point I was freaking out a bit, I mean here I was forced to arrive at church with hands painted so brightly I could probably signal down a plane if needed! It was then that I stopped and God dropped something into my heart. I heard God asking me if I liked the colour on my nails, to which I had to answer yes. The problem was not the colour but the attention it might draw. In that moment I realised that I had a test to pass. It was such a small thing really, but God was definitely giving me a taste of 'stepping out' and 'swimming against the flow'.
I went to church with my nails like that and no-one ever mentioned it- hilarious! I know that God is going to continue to grow me in this area, and I am excited (and nervous) to be grown in it...to God be the glory!
In His Grip
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Getting there!
I am very proud of myself that today marks not only the 7th successful day of my 'prioritising health' lifestyle change, but also my 2nd blog post in a week- I will be consistent...I will try to be consistent!
I hosted my first dinner party on Friday since being off the long list of things I am off at the moment, and it was interesting. I rushed around prepped, entertained, hosted and...didn't get around to eating anything myself, haha. I did plan to, I had even pre-cooked some foods, but once in the moment and the 13 guests had arrived, food was forgotten. So yes it can be inconvenient at times, especially when your guests question why you aren't eating the food you cooked for them...suspicious much (; All in all though, it was not a huge deal and Saturday morning saw me waking up and making myself a big breakfast of eggs, peppers and avocado to make up for it- yum!
One of the most interesting things about reading up on allergies/ toxins etc. and the 'things to avoid', is coming to the awareness of checking even the most 'seemingly harmless' products before tossing them into or onto my food. Things like good old Ina Paarman's spices, I'm a huge fan, but so many of the spices in the range (and most spice ranges for that matter, in fact IP's is probably the best) have added things like sugar, citric acid or wheat- the littlest things that makes me wonder why they're really necessary. I have decided to avoid a large quantity of the spices I used to use and am now on the journey of learning to season my food the 'real way' as opposed to chucking on the 'meat spice' or 'chicken spice', which has made it much easier in the past. I'm choosing to see it as all part of the adventure.
On that note off I go for some bouncing time right now- Carpe Diem!
In His Grip
I hosted my first dinner party on Friday since being off the long list of things I am off at the moment, and it was interesting. I rushed around prepped, entertained, hosted and...didn't get around to eating anything myself, haha. I did plan to, I had even pre-cooked some foods, but once in the moment and the 13 guests had arrived, food was forgotten. So yes it can be inconvenient at times, especially when your guests question why you aren't eating the food you cooked for them...suspicious much (; All in all though, it was not a huge deal and Saturday morning saw me waking up and making myself a big breakfast of eggs, peppers and avocado to make up for it- yum!
One of the most interesting things about reading up on allergies/ toxins etc. and the 'things to avoid', is coming to the awareness of checking even the most 'seemingly harmless' products before tossing them into or onto my food. Things like good old Ina Paarman's spices, I'm a huge fan, but so many of the spices in the range (and most spice ranges for that matter, in fact IP's is probably the best) have added things like sugar, citric acid or wheat- the littlest things that makes me wonder why they're really necessary. I have decided to avoid a large quantity of the spices I used to use and am now on the journey of learning to season my food the 'real way' as opposed to chucking on the 'meat spice' or 'chicken spice', which has made it much easier in the past. I'm choosing to see it as all part of the adventure.
On that note off I go for some bouncing time right now- Carpe Diem!
In His Grip
Thursday, September 1, 2011
The day that started it all
So today was officially the first day of Spring in this beautiful country we call SA....and it poured with rain! Ha! I loved it! I am unapologetically a winter baby, always have been- give me grey skies and sheets of rain and I'm pretty contented. I do understand Ive never lived in a place where that is the norm, so I realise that I may not be able to claim that id be happy with that weather forever, but tonight, I loved it!
So back to the main point, today was the first day of my 'prioritising health', and it was wonderful! I know it was all by the grace of God that I happily munched down my salad while Cal sat opposite me munching a juicy burger, and I am overwhelmed with thanks to Him. Day 1- tick! Yay!
I really enjoyed all the food I ate today and relished the feeling of doing good to myself! I am discovering a whole new world of foods that are wheat, dairy, sugar and preservative free! Bring on the new day!
With that I end off, ready to cuddle with my hot water bottle, listen a little longer to the rain , and then onto glorious sleep!
In His Grip
So back to the main point, today was the first day of my 'prioritising health', and it was wonderful! I know it was all by the grace of God that I happily munched down my salad while Cal sat opposite me munching a juicy burger, and I am overwhelmed with thanks to Him. Day 1- tick! Yay!
I really enjoyed all the food I ate today and relished the feeling of doing good to myself! I am discovering a whole new world of foods that are wheat, dairy, sugar and preservative free! Bring on the new day!
With that I end off, ready to cuddle with my hot water bottle, listen a little longer to the rain , and then onto glorious sleep!
In His Grip
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